There she was..staring blankly at the ceiling of her bedroom...thinking..wondering pensively. After a week of escapade and savoring the triumph of having moved on, she still thought that something is not quite right. She is Happy..that's for sure! yet, why does the past keeps on taunting her. After four months of battling with pride and pain, victory is already at her side..how stupid of her to stop and look back that even a glance is forbidden...but then...she dared to look back and said.....
- I miss those days when we eat together; you always make sure that you fill up my plate first before u do yours and when my plate is almost empty..you add some more unless I tell u to stop.
- I miss the way you stare at me..like I'm the sexiest woman in the world.
- I miss your text messages and calls.. you never care if who does it first.
- I miss the way you kiss me ..especially during lovemaking.
- I miss the i-love-you's..and the smooches every after call.
- I miss the way you hold me..the embrace that signifies possession.
- I miss those times you sleep on your favorite 'pillow'
- I miss the aftermath of every petty quarrels..and I like it when ur jealous but then, ur jealousy drives me nuts!
Now, she's torn... torn between living the present or re-living the past. A part of her would want her to keep on waiting but the other tells her to continue and be happy. The worst part of it..is that even if she's already happy with someone new... still, she misses the past..
I MISS US. (-.-)..... damn.
2 comments:
hi! i like the way our stories meet in some point. it's good that you already have conquered (and still continuing to move on) your past relationship.
i am just starting mine. and it's far more difficult to start, but i am hoping that one day, a new morning awaits the new me.
Hello Ning.. tnx.. yah, I was there too and it was indeed never easy. But you know what, I realize something after hurdling with the pain..that true love, no matter how unsuccessful, will always remain there inside of u even if someone new is making u smile..I still think of him..for we have great memories together despite of that hurtful break up. Lovers indeed are distinct from one another...never the same. Well I can only hope for the better for the both of us. (",) I'm sure u will be happy too..no one is born in this world to be alone.. hang on!...xoxo
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