Uncloaking...

There is more to me than what merely meets the eye....when U first see me, U might have this impression of mataray, tahimik, maarte, wet blanket.. but believe me, those are just front acts.. tsk tsk.. when U finally get to know the real me and be in my circle of friends..U will really think otherwise and will enjoy my company..for sure. I may have had lots of friends but I don't treat them all as equal. I mean, not all of them experienced the real me when I'm inside and outside of my comfort zone. True and Real friends that I have are only a fingercount.

I don't push pipol to like me.. hell no! that's not my game. If U dont like me.. I simply don't like U too and will greatly thank U for not bothering in wasting both of our time pretending. Bitter ones..spiteful tongues..hypocrites..sarcastic..social climbers..great pretenders..liars..insensitive are just some of the characters that I major-majorly dislike in a person.

I'm a camwhore! the hell I am! I love taking pictures of myself whenever..wherever! Like most women are..I'm also a hopeless romantic. I am very insecure when it comes to relationship...the reason being so is becoz I tend to be idealistic. But I'm working really hard now to change..coz I dont want to end up as a spinster for always believing in serendipity and forever. tsk tsk

I am an independent woman.. I believe and advocate the equality between a HE and a SHE. I flag freedom of expression and support everyone who enjoys it. I admire ladies who can carry out themselves confidently..fashionably..glamorously..intellectually..and manly! I abhor women who entrust their lives to a man and depends too much on a guy's existence. A dependent masochist per se!

One thing that is not good about me, I think, is I tend to be submissive. I exert too much effort in pleasing people that really matters to me. The good thing though about me, is that no matter how hurt or broken I was.. I still find my way to forgiveness.. but of course, extra precaution follows then. ;-) well u might say that -- "things are kinda not the same anymore" (@_@)

My most favorite place on earth is...my bedroom! (aside from the beach and the countryside) It's my sanctuary.. I can actually spend the whole 24 hrs staying inside and not talking to anyone. yah weird I know! I value my solitude same as I value true friendship and family. It's only when I'm alone that I may be able to sort some things that neither man nor liquor can help. What I do when I'm inside and alone in my bedroom?... hahaha..don't push your luck asking.

This is basically me.. and most of the time, I don't feel sorry for feeling extremely fabulous and I intend to live life as if... I'm gonna die tomorrow. Sail with me... Welcome aboard!